Beautiful

I have never felt beautiful enough!Not for myself,family, friends, or the world.It is this same emotion that has become the impediment of my survival. The girl that shops (vintage&) affordable, rocks TOMS and writes poetry.I am not alone, Just not brave enough to say what my heart beats out loud. Too afraid the world will push me away. Forget who I am because of who I will soon become. There is one woman that is brave enough.She is like my heart's dictionary.

"For the first time in over a year, I'm going to wear jeans and a t-shirt. Thats it. Just jeans and a t-shirt. No suspenders, or ties, or flowers in my breast pocket. I'm scared. What will I hide behind? I have nothing. I'll be naked. And nudity is for beautiful ppl. The rest of us have to distract the world with patter...ns and chopped sweaters. Now every one's gonna have to look at my face. Dang it. 2rrw is me bein brave."