Sunday, July 25, 2010
Dear Past Life,
I have a heart like a firefly
Attracting mates with my bioluminescent
He likes it when I grow kryptonite colored mucus between my legs
I love heart glued to backbone
He loves broken
Rips veins from vertebrates
Now I love broken
Bent over back shot kind of love
Penetrating me like I’m Tivoli Garden
He wants to plant bloodshed in between my concrete opening
He loves like shell casings
Gun powder has fallen from this broken hymen
So he changes how he loves from time to time
No longer “Hey gyla bend over”
Now he says “Shorty when can I slip it in”
Some say I have too much hope
I can’t leave him alone
Want to rub him against my copper skin
As if he’s a dandelion trying to treat a permanent bee sting
He is the only man I can trust
Knowing that this isn’t love
But some game I play with my thoughts to fee beautiful
As I scatter to find freedom within the composition of my heart beat playing pain
It’s not his fault he doesn’t love universal
Once met a woman who showed too much affection
Now sex is a part of him
As if my vagina is Gaia
And he is the wag water river flowing through my veins
He is Adonis
With Zeus embroidered inward
He is perfect
And just a bit ruined
Rising from the junkyard with oil based ink on his fingertips
He wants to paint a black rainbow and the ceiling tonight
He wants to remind us that the dull things shine
I know what you may say if I tell you this bluntly
“Why sacrifice your temple for love?”
Maybe I will never find it
Now my vagina has become a certificate for love
Signed in Chlamydia
And I will never know what’s going on inside my body
Somewhere inside he is a part of me
Like how sex is a part of him
I was too busy loving
forgetting that love is a game of dialectics it works both ways
and I can’t seem to get all my thoughts into each stanza
Why a poet and not a Sergent
I want you to feel my pain
And im afraid that my words wont allow you to understand
Every ones has felt the prick of a needle
that’s what I’m feeling
Saturday, July 24, 2010

I can feel chills coming up and down my spine. My roes begin to curl and my body is on the verge of shaking. She's so gentle;I think I've fallen in love with this Barber Shop. Yesterday i got a haircut and a shape up at Kj styles, located on troop (bet.Halsy&Hancock). It is by far the most5 relaxing ad quiet Barber Shop I have had the pleasure to sit in.The tight knit of the young and old men waiting to tweet their perfections all over again. The artist that turned by stagnant naps into Angela Davis verses is Gaia (Guy-A). she is not only a phenomenal Barber, but also a lyricist. I had the opportunity of hearing a sample just the day before and I was in awe at how genuine it was, not because her flow, or rhyme scheme, but the words and knowledge she spit.
Thursday, July 22, 2010
The idea of the church and the openness to gays also stuck with me. A great friend of mines entered a switch gender contest on our senior trip, and when the pictures were viewed by members of his church he was told that he could no longer play there as well.
There is also another video (the one below). I think that he touches on the idea of sagging your pants, and how it originated from prison. I also admired how one of the men spoke on "homosexual" behaviors that "straight" men engage in. For those of you who are reading this I would very much appreciate it if you could email me/Facebook me you thoughts and feelings on this. There is so much that can be done and said.
Facebook-Jodie-Ann Geddes
email-geddes.jodie@gmail.com
This is the last video (promise), When the "straight" man talked about how he hasn't excepted the fact that he is gay. That's also something else I found powerful within it of itself. There are more words that can express this but Ill end it here!
I love - like the Sahara after an ice age
He loves- like a UDUB poet
We love- like a slam/I have lost
I love
He loves
We love
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Ode to Ken
Daddy is an Orchid
He has the ability to plant orchids in West Indian wombs
But no one ever taught him how to pick and throw away the weeds
I’m still here
Standing with dead stems but I’m still growing
I guess no one ever taught him that sunlight can burst from arms faced forward forming the shape of a U
I never needed the sky
So I prayed for the sun to shine through boarded windows adjacent to the gully side when it rained
I prayed that he knew it was like to love me
Rather than my name
But to appreciate the orchid that didn’t need to float on water
She drifted on land
I guess no one taught him
How to gather broken pies and spray salep onto hearts
How to rotate the lives of his many women and children
He himself is an orchid
With stems of a rose
Unstably secreted onto the ground
One who’s upward stature made him look like Adonis
High, mighty, beautiful
What kind of man did grandma want him to be?
In the future I may continue to work on it, with the process of my emotional growth but at this point it is finalized <3
Procrastination
I'm not really sure if this piece is finished, but it is an dedication to a friend of mine (he asked for it to be written, you can do the same).
I never seen someone move so suave across the dance floor
Gliding as if he were floating on the wings of gravity
For vybz was his escape so he danced into day
But he wasn’t like the others
The music became like zombies performing a puppeteer act with his body
String were never lose
So he never fell
And I wonder why they call him suave
For he didn’t wear a velvet suit
And I never seen him cop a pair of suave sneakers
To hell, I never even seen him moon walk like Mikhail
Maybe it was the way he moved in his skinny jeans
Not uptight but as if his thighs were his hips


